Room 101

2 plus 2 is 4, but it is also 5. O’Brien is holding up 5 fingers even though I counted 4. I am sane, but I am considered insane. I have had enough of this pain. I will agree to anything as long as it stops. My memories are all false even though I remember them. The history I know is not true even though I remember it happening. He can help me. O’Brien can stop the pain with the click of a button. He can save me. I have not betrayed Julia yet. He may have gotten me to say whatever he wants me to say, but I have not betrayed her yet. I love her and they cannot change that. Next up is Room 101. O’Brien said that everyone knows what Room 101 is. What is Room 101 exactly? Ampleforth did not want to go and every one of those people in the cell was convinced that it was our worst nightmare. If only they sent me a razor blade. If I could get one, then all of this would end. I do not want to know what is in Room 101, but I will find out soon. Too soon…