Dear the future and the past,

This is my very last entry of my life. I don’t know when I wrote I last entry, and I don’t know how long have I been in here. I think I’m at the Ministry of Love but I’m not sure above or below the ground. They starved me for weeks? Months? I don’t know, but it was a long time. They finally feed me after all those tortures, they feed me three meals a day, but I don’t know which one is breakfast, lunch or dinner, I just eat what they give me.

I don’t know who am I anymore, I confuse between me and myself. I said yes Big Brother is alive forever, but a second later I said he would not last forever. My mind says two plus two is four, my mouth says two plus two is five as a nature reaction.

But there is one thing I will never forget, Julia. I will never betray her, ever though they starve me for years or torture me until my last breath, my heart is still for Julia. And I believe she will do the same, we promised that we will never betray each other. I will keep the promise until I die.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           Love Julia