My Final Hour

I've been in here for,quite a while now. I can feel my mind and body starting to deteriorate and it's asking for an end to this unending torment.  But I refuse to let this happen, big brother's main goal is to brain wash me into a brainless follower just like everyone else. I have to keep my morale strong and ideas till the very end, even if it means the end of me. If I manage to do that, then I won the battle in the end.My plan is to just play with the situation and see how everything goes, even if I rebel with my ideas the punishments are only going to intensify until I die. What I fear the most is what happened to Julia, I've been hearing screams that seems to be hers. The screams seem to fade as the days pass by, it stopped now, I sense that she's gone now. I soon shall be next, as it is inevitably my turn to dwell into Room 101.