To the girl with the dark hair

September 8, 1984

Dear Dairy,
Today, I saw the girl with dark hair again. I haven't seen her since the evening I bumped into her outside a junk shop, four days ago. It seems that she always would appear somewhere in front of me at the most random times. Is she following me? As I stand there, she slowly approached me. But suddenly out of nowhere she fell down and it startled me. I went and helped her up but in my mind, I was always suspicious of her. I wonder, could she be a part of Big Brothers or the Thought Police? What does she want with me and why can't I get rid of her? Her next action even made me more curious about her because she slipped me a note saying "I LOVE YOU" on it. What a crazy woman to be sending a note like this to me? I had a really bad feeling about her but I just can't stop thinking about her right now. This is so weird because I hate her. Why can't I stop thinking about her? I know that she might not be part of Big Brothers but can I actually trust her? Ugh, I don't even know what to do now! Girl with dark black hair, get out of my mind!!!


Winston Smith