Julia

Today must have been the most dreadful day of work. I had to pass out anti-sex flyers and i hated every second of it. I hate having to hide who I really am. I wasn't even focused on my work. All day I was thinking about Winston Smith. I don't think he notices me though. I noticed him at the two minute hate and we glanced at each other very quick, however, he looked disgusted of me. It looked like he wanted to kill me... but I am pretty sure that I'm just overreacting. I don't know what I am going to do after this two minute hate. Maybe I will just go have sex with whichever party member talks to me first. Anyhow, I should be getting back to work before they expect something from me. Me and the girls are about to go to the Proles and promote Anti-Sex. Good thing those thought-police cant actually read your thoughts. Or else, they'll know exactly what I d because i don't support anti sex at all. If it was up to me I would create a sex-league and you get gifts for having sex. Well i got to go now and tell people to not have sex. Bye.