Winston's Thoughts

Dear Diary,

I must make a confession. I enjoy partaking in such sexual activities with Julia. I get a sense of accomplishment, joy, and a rush of exotic feelings that I have never felt before. I must admit though, the lovemaking is not the best part; the fact that we are committing a crime against Big Brother brings light to my life. Do not get me wrong, I enjoy the sexual frustration I get to take out on her, but knowing that I am breaking the law and becoming more ungood is exceedingly satisfying.

Julia understands why. She also admitted to sleeping with hundreds of men, but that did not stop me from being with her. It only made me want her even more. I have a lustful taste in women with promiscuity. She brings excitement to my life. The more men she has been with, the more I fall in love with her. Why? Because she is ungood. She is the very opposite of what Big Brother wants in our society. Together, we can be ungood. All the government wants is to control our lives and to monitor our every movement. All we want you may ask? We want corruption. We want the opposite. We want to rebel.

-          Winston