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I want to die.

WHY did I  trust O'Brien. I want to die. Everything hurts. I deserve to be here. I deserve all of the pain I receive. There is no happiness in Oceania and there is no hope. I deserve the only thing that will set me free, I want to die. And even after death I will still be trapped here in Oceania. I'll still live on through hate week.  I hate being here I hate everything. I thought I could trust him but as big brother taught us free thinking will only get us in trouble.

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