WinstonS

June  10th 1984

Everyday the same thing, the exact same thing. 
The government is watching us, watching our movements, and we are never truly safe.

I can see them in my dreams. O'Brien, the girl, Big Brother, all of them, in my dreams. In reality, they could be my friends, or they could be my enemies. I feel like I know them, and yet I cannot trust them at all. I live in Big Brother's domain, but is he really my friend, my ally, my hero? O'Brien appears to be against Big Brother's government, but how can I be sure? He may be testing me, trying to trick me into giving myself away. That could be dangerous and could get me killed. Lastly, the girl I had seen at the Two Minutes Hate. She's following me, I know it. There is no coincidence to her actions, no way she can simply pretend that this was luck that we meet so often. She is my enemy, and she will follow me to the ends of Oceania to end me. Therefore, I cannot simply run away from such a threat. I must end her before she ends me.

Who am I to trust in a place like Oceania? Who will protect me, and who will put me at risk? Only time will tell me.

Winston Smith