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These are my final thoughts my final views on this cruel reality. I did not expect it to end like this. The last image I have is the front door to room 101. I don't know what's behind it so it still remains a mystery. That took most of my curiosity, now it will remain unknown to me why it was feared. Why the sound of it had others shivering in fear. Was Julia sent there? Why? Now she has taken my minds curiosity. What might have been of her? Was she left without a charge because she told them everything? I should have never trusted her. Letting myself be sabotaged by that women. That does not matter quite so much now that O'Brien is torturing me, torturing my thoughts. He has used pain to change my way of thought. Who knew O'Brien would be the one ending it. The Brotherhood. That name meant nothing now that I see what O'Brien had planned since the day i met him. If i could change the way i acted towards my mother and sister i would. The hunger I left back then would not matter if I knew i would end up dying while starving.