I can not remember how long i have been in here. I do not know if it has been months or years, but I can tell you that it has felt like an eternity. All I want is to get out of here. How stupid must I have been to trust O'Brien. I am childish for thinking that there was a brotherhood. There is no way of escaping Big brother. He is always watching. I have already endured so much pain, but the most painful was Julia betraying me. Did she really betray me or is that another method of torture which O'Brien used. O'Brien mentioned three stages and the final stage is Room 101. I've heard a lot of people talk about it, yet I don't know what is in there. Who or what is waiting for me? It can't be any worse than what I have endured in the past who knows how long. That's what I try to tell myself, but I know its not true. He mentioned the three stages and said that the final stage will be the most painful. The only thing worse than what I have gone through would be if he knew my fear. My fear of those hairy critters.That would be my worst nightmare.
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